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First Tattoo

Inked – Rose, Star chain, ‘Have Faith’

Some might think it’s an impulse. Considering the timeline when I announced that I wanted to get inked was around the time when I ended my relationship. But have faith in me, that’s definitely not the reason.

The Star

I’ve always wanted to get a tattoo for a long time. And I know I wanted to have the Star of David inked. Not because of the actual meaning behind it, but simply because that’s the very first star I learnt how to draw as a kid. It have always hold a special place in me and I even have the charm of it on my Pandora bracelet. Mind you, each charm on my bracelet have got a meaning to it.

Have Faith.

This is something I always tell myself when I’m facing a hurdle. And I feel that it’s a good constant reminder for myself. To have faith and strive on. For when a door is closed on you, there will be a window opened somewhere.

The Rose with Thorns

The beautiful red rose, looking vulnerable to humans wanting to pick it. But if one is not careful, you will get hurt by the thorns that protect these roses.

It’s a flower that resonate well with me. A Rose with thorns. Being nice all the time, doesn’t mean I don’t bite when I’m not being treated properly. Never ever let myself be taken for granted.

Searching for the right artist

Everyone have a different way of art and every artist portray art differently. Instead of google, I took to Instagram for my tattoo artist hunt. Looking through various artist works, before landing my eyes on a particular style and design. I think I was pretty lucky, cause I managed to find one that I like pretty quickly. Plus points when the artist also owns a cat. 😀

The Tattoo Experience

Now after all the prep work including discussing and finalizing the design with the artist. The next thing is to prep yourself mentally for any pain that is to come during the inking process. To my pleasant surprise, it didn’t hurt as much as I thought it will and the whole process was faster then I thought! But then again, mine was a small piece. It hurts a little in the initial part when the needle goes certain way into the skin, like an ant bite sort of by those big ants. But after that it’s fine.

Healing of the tattoo was about a week. Just got to endure the itch and the temptation to scratch and make sure to moisturize well.

I really like my first tattoo, which is everything I want. And I’m actually thinking of getting a second already. But it won’t be that soon, till I find something else meaningful to be added to my skin permanently.




My Thoughts On Dayre

A Confession

Many of you might have noticed that I’ve hardly blogged in this precious space of mine that I’m so proud of for the past year.

There are many factors to my negligence to this space.

I was preoccupied with a relationship that have now ended on a bad note. I deleted the post on Dayre because he saw it, came to talk to me and gave me the closure I wanted.

It’s been a month now, and I think I can say I’m ok now. I did spend a whole day being super miserable about it. And another few days feeling super angry and unjust. But I think I’m slowly finding peace with myself. Memories still haunt me but I guess with time they will retreat to the archives of my brain.

I guess I just have to have better judgement in future.

And yes, Dayre.

That’s where I have been regularly updating for the past 2 years. And I’m sure many of you have heard of how the owner of Dayre have decided to close it down after a feeble attempt at fundraising through a sticker sale.

The news has been nothing but upsetting within the Dayre community. Dayre have been a space for many to rant and share easily. It’s like a blog with Instagram and Twitter capabilities all in one. One can just update on the go as and when. And as its name suggests, Dayre is like a dairy, all posts are sorted by date. You can look back and see what happened on the day itself.

It’s unfiltered, raw and real.

Unlike a proper blog where everything is curated. Maybe mine is not as carefully curated as others. But the effort in taking proper photos, having a proper thought process, making sure information and all are accurate… All the effort behind a proper blog post is different from micro-blogging.

Just like how I never shared about my relationships issue on my blog because sometimes emotions just come at that spark of the moment. Dayre allows me to just type out my thoughts in one line. But in a blog post, I must ensure that I have certain number of words, certain number of photos, certain number of outbound links etc.

It didn’t use to be like this. A blog used to be as personal as what Dayre was. But somehow with the popularity of social media and all, a blog has evolved to be a curated platform, just like Instagram. And I think that is a problem that is created by us, the users.

When the announcement was made that Dayre was closing. Many users were scattering to find an alternative and some even created a petition to try to save Dayre. It will be good if Dayre can remain. But I’m pretty sure that even if it’s bought over, the new investors would probably make changes etc and it might not be the same Dayre we love anymore.

Let’s be honest, if the app can be monetized, why would the current owners not do so?

For an example, Dayre Plus. The price point has been lowered from 128 USD to 37 USD but only 300 over users out of 50K active users are subscribed to it.

Another example, the sticker sale. The sticker set cost about 5 USD and only 700 USD was raised. Which makes only about 140 people who supported the sale. True, it might have better response if they let us know how much they need. But to be honest, how many of you have paid for stickers even before this Dayre crisis?

As a normal Dayre user, I’ve only previously purchase 1500 coins which was 14 USD and supported the sticker sale at 5 USD. That’s 19 USD I’ve contributed to the app while using it since end 2013 though I was only more active on it in 2015.

I could probably buy more stickers etc but the Dayre team is not really working on their stickers set like Line app etc. I spent a substantial amount on Line stickers and themes. And I don’t even use it as much as Dayre. So, this is two-way to be honest. You need to let the users have a way to support the app through viable means.

Like the original creator of Dayre said, the app was created for users. We all love it and enjoyed using it. But to say the cruel truth, the demise of Dayre is because of us, the users.

We weren’t that willing to pay for the extra features for Dayre when it was well and running. And now when it’s closing, all of us suddenly wants to crowdfund to keep the app alive? I’m sorry to say, things don’t work that way. Even if someone were to buy the app, will they see enough value to even invest?

I still do hope Dayre can somehow survive because I love the community for how it is. The support and encouragement that strangers gave to each other. Those are priceless. And I’m thankful for that.

It had been awhile since I’ve written so much. But I think I need to remind myself this is my own space. I don’t have to upload photos if I don’t want to. I can write however I like. If you want to read the beauty/ travel related stuff, you can click on the categories on the sidebar and ignore personal posts as such.

And with that, I will try to update more in this space of mine moving forward. Because I neglected it way too long. It’s not the same as Dayre but this was where I originally started. And of course, I still have Twitter as my ranting space. I mean, that’s why I had 42K tweets till date. But I did tweet a lot lesser after Dayre.

Oh wells…


Dealing with Skin Allergy

Skin allergy, it just happened with no warning. Or maybe there was, just that I didn’t give much notice.

It started with an itch, followed by the redness and the rashes. Then it started peeling and the red marks that remain during the healing process makes you look like you’re having a horrible infection.

skin allergy rashes

When the rashes became prominent

I made the mistake by scratching. But the itch was so overwhelming that I can’t help it.

Itching is something common when you have sensitive skin, little did I know that the itch this time meant something different. I tried to stop myself from scratching by putting ice to ease the itch or hitting my skin instead to inflict pain so as to overpower the itch.

But the itch is not the worse.

The raw red rashes that protruded from your skin to drying up and tightening of the skin that makes it felt like sandpaper. It looks like something you get from an infection but it’s just your skin being allergic.

Then comes the peeling, bits of skin rubbing off your skin. And when you try to peel off that piece of skin dangling, you might end up peeling off skin that are not totally detached and end up with a small tear.


No matter how bad the skin looks, do not panic. It won’t help but will just make you feel more miserable.

Stop all sort of skin care and go back to the very basics. Cleanse, tone and moisturize. For me, I stick to just cleansing, non-alcohol toner to soothe the skin and ointment for the affected areas.

Identify the reason for your allergy. Have you use something new in your routine? Did you feel itch before the huge reaction when you use a certain product? Sometimes allergic reaction don’t act up immediately.

Having sensitive skin, my skin itch occasionally when using certain products that are not suitable or when my skin just happens to be at a weak stage. But itching happens rarely.

Identify the reason behind the skin allergy

I identified the culprit behind my skin allergy after realizing that I’ve been itching every now and then ever since I started using it. And I’m very disappointed because I liked the product and the results it gives. The product in question here is the MKUP Real Complexion Cream. I’ve really liked the product and been wanting to write a review before the reaction. I’ve been using it for almost everyday since I’ve purchased it in the beginning of May

Thanks to the help of a fellow beauty blogger friend who experience skin allergies often, I came to understand why is the cream the cause of my allergy.

Apparently, some of the ingredients inside are too harsh for the skin. Think fruits acids, tranexamic acid(similar to a skin bleaching agent), arbutin which induces peeling. These are some good ingredients, and they also have rosewater, calendula etc which are good for sensitive skin. Sadly the ratio for the harsh and strong ingredients are on the high side, which can make the skin over-sensitive from prolonged use.

I’m not one that read the ingredients list thoroughly, I’ll just take note of the main ingredients instead. But I guess from now on, it’s better to research properly for my skin’s sake. I never had such a bad reaction before but I guess once is enough. I’m not an expert but I thought I knew enough to choose products for myself. Skin allergy is scary both physically and emotionally. I’m lying if I say I don’t feel depressing with these red rashes on my face.

I must say that I could have prevent this huge reaction from happening if I give more notice to the mild itch that occurred since I started on the product. But sometimes you just don’t think it’s the product but maybe it’s the dust or your pillow etc etc.

Keep track of your routine

I guess I will also start to take note of the products I use and the date I started on them. And will try not to introduce too many new products into my routine at one go. I’ve also just throw out a stash of products and samples that are nearing expiry that I’ve kept for a while.

I still have a range of skincare products pending review which I’ve yet to start using. At least it’s a brand I trust. You can’t really go wrong with Japanese brands. But I guess it will be the last skincare brand which I will be reviewing for sometime now as I don’t want to traumatize my skin further after it healed.

After peeling

Here’s hoping that my skin will fully recover soon so I can start wearing makeup again. The only good thing is that I’ve extra 20 minutes of sleep everyday since I can’t wear makeup while my skin is healing. You could wear makeup to cover up the rashes, but I rather not aggravate it as the skin is ultra-sensitive at this stage. 


Bloggers Taxed: Yay or Nay?

I’m sure many of you knew about the recent big news in the blogging community.

Several bloggers have received a letter from IRAS and was surprised by the clause that states that non monetary benefits, including sponsored products, food tasting sessions, sponsored trips etc are taxable!

Here’s my take on this issue as a new tax payer, a blogger with a full time job and also a freelance MUA. (This year is my second time filing tax and I’m pretty familiar with some of the terms since I did a lot of reading when I was filing my taxes last year.)

Yes. Bloggers should file whatever income($$) they earn via their blogs regardless in the form of banner ads or advertorials.

In fact, regardless of what are you working as, you should file all sources of income on top of the one from your full time job. When you are filing taxes, it’s actually all listed there. Main income, side income etc.

The issue here is that non monetary benefits are taxable too. Sponsored products, trips, and even food tasting! To be honest, the food tasting one is too ridiculous!

Before bloggers, Journalists have been attending media events, media launches, food tasting, receiving products for reviews etc. Are they being taxed for those? Are because that’s under their main job scope so they don’t have to file separately?

Bloggers taxed, means that the government is recognizing it as a profession. So why we do have to file these benefits separately when it’s part of the job?

bloggers taxed

Why We Should Not Be Taxed On Non Monetary Benefits?

Most bloggers started blogging due to passion and drive. We blog because we want to share. Personally, I started beauty blogging because I love beauty and also wanted to share my journey of handling acne issues. It began as a platform to share and soon, marketers realized that blogs is a good alternative to be sending their products for reviews as compared to magazines and mainstream media. So began the trend of blogger events, media invites to bloggers, sending products to review etc. Blogs were seen as a good alternative to market products and services. Then come the companies whom gathered groups of more prominent bloggers and started to promote bloggers to companies. And slowly, the whole blogging scene started to monetized.

For a blogger like me, any monetary income is a bonus. I enjoy receiving products for reviews because there’s only so much I can buy and I like to try and share new stuff. Often, you will be more educated about the product you received for review as these information will be provided in the form of a press release. To be honest, my skin have suffered from all the product testing throughout my 8 years of beauty blogging. I put in time and effort, and the health of my skin to review these sponsored products for the masses. The particular product might not be even suitable for my skin! Why do I have to pay tax for these? In that case, I rather spend that money in buying products that are of my liking and products that I know are suitable for my skin.

And what about those products that we received, tried but didn’t write about it as it is not to our liking? There’s no service rendered for these products, so by right there’s no transaction. So these should not be taxed right?

Regardless of the opinions of bloggers, I’m pretty sure IRAS is not going to change their mind any time soon. Which brings me to my next point.

How Do We Go About Tracking the Values These Non Monetary Benefits?

Are companies and brands going to be providing invoices and documents to aid us in filing our taxes? How do we know the market value if we are not provided of such information? For example, sponsored trips. Food tasting wise, if the portions served are not the standard portions served to paying customers, how do we value the meal?

I believe that restaurants and cafes that often invite bloggers for food tasting will be affected most. Now that it’s taxable, most bloggers would probably just reject such invites. Rather pay and blog about my own meals than having to note down how much was that food tasting for tax filing.

Products wise is not too difficult since most of the time we are provided with the retail prices. Just that we must go through the hassle of keeping track of the items received and their values. Not too much of a hassle for me since I have very little sponsorship these days. What to do, am a small time blogger here. 😛

I can actually foresee 3 kinds of situations occurring:

  • Bloggers/influencers being more selective and rejecting sponsorship, especially food tasting. This will highly affect the marketers with low budget.
  • Bloggers/influencers asking for monetary reimbursement in return for the product reviews/ food tasting etc. Back to point 1, those companies with no budget can no longer ride on free reviews in return for the products/meal. (Additional legit reason for bloggers to get compensated properly for our efforts. We have to pay tax also!) 
  • In any community, there are bound to have black sheep! Expect mask ads/ reviews stating that they actually bought the product when they are actually sponsored.

Basic Facts on Filing Taxes

  • You have to file taxes as long as your gross annual income is above $20,000. Regardless if you received the letter or SMS from IRAS.
  • All sources of income should be filed. Taking myself for an example, I have to include my gross income from my full time job, any income from my freelancing and any $$ income from the blog.
  • The first $20,000 of your income is not taxable. For an example, if your income is $30,000, the taxable income is $10,000. And the rate for this $10,000 is 2% which is $200. Refer to this link for the tax rate.
  • There’s something called tax reliefs. Donating to charity, having kids etc, contributing to CPF are all eligible for tax reliefs! Refer to the whole list of tax reliefs available! Tax reliefs can lower your taxable income by a significant amount.
In a nutshell,

Unless you are a big time blogger earning thousands of dollars for a single post, getting your house renovations/ weddings etc sponsored. You probably don’t have to worry too much on the tax that you have to pay because that amount will most probably be quite little?  Let’s all be a good citizen and file our taxes.




Being 25


So, the birthday have just passed and I finally hit the 25 mark. This is the age where we call the ‘Quarter Life Crisis’. 

I’ve a stable job that I enjoyed though it took up a lot of my time. I’m finally putting my words into action and taking the first steps into make up artistry. I’m starting to plan my finances though it’s a bit late and I’m ashame to say I do not have a substantial amount of savings yet. Yes, perhaps I should not spend a huge amount of my paychecks on dolls and life is pretty boring without a hobby. I should probably slow down on acquiring new dolls though. But baby steps first, one step at a time and I believed I’m able to set aside funds for myself in future. 

Relationships wise, it’s complicated. I think I’ve too high an ego for a woman. Perhaps, it is better that I just be alone. 

Friendships wise, I guess it changes as we all aged. Time is a huge factor to friendships I think. Gone are the days where we can meet whenever we want. We all have our own schedules and it’s simply too hard to find a time that every single one is free. But I guess, those who will stay will stay and those who wants to leave will bound to leave. 

Family wise, I’m glad I’m spending more time with my brothers and my mum. Back when I was a lot younger and full of negativity, I resented them and blame them for many things in life. But as I grow up and mature a little over time, I started to appreciate them bit by bit. We might not be the most perfect or normal family out there but I believed that we are happy in the way we are. 

As for this space, I actually have mixed feelings. There was a time I had my peak as a blogger but it didn’t last long and I fell hard. Though I must say that I’m very grateful for those who believe and supported me all this while. There might not be many now, but as a writer and creator I’ll still continue to churn out content for my dear readers. This space holds my dreams and passion and I know I will not give it up easily. 

Life is short, too short to be sad about. I will try my best to make myself happier and a better person as each day passes.